“I just want somebody who finds it hard to let me go.”

“Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt. Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me but everyone around me. Because of you, I am afraid. I lose my way and it’s not too long before you point it out. I cannot cry because I know that’s weakness in your eyes. I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh every day of my life. My heart can’t possibly break when it wasn’t even whole to start with. Because of you, I try my hardest just to forget everything. Because of you, I don’t know how to let anyone else in. Because of you, I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty. Because of you, I am afraid. Because of you.”